i watch her move around the house as a phantom of pure energy. it leaves a trail everywhere she goes, from our room into the living room and out the front door. and i’m almost in shock, or i feel frozen the word shock is too animated. i’m sitting in my room watching it all […]

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triangles & rhombuses

(read this slow and listen to Turquoise Hexagon Sun by Boards of Canada) she’s used the word “monotonous” multiple times since we got here, and the only reason i’m frustrated with that is because she keeps shooting me this look when she says it. it’s as if she’s testing me to see if i know […]

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a page from my diary

i think about itachi a lot. how he took on the deepest sadness for the sake of his brother. sometimes i feel like i’m doing that but for my own sake. it took so long to get to this point with myself. and it hurts. i’m wondering through this rich neighborhood and i want to […]

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izumi can see ghosts 

i walk inside and straight to my room every step every movement is taking me closer to something nothing my heart is pounding my hands are hungry and i grip the door with them slam it then the door is pieces of wood the walls are loud my voice roars then cracks and breaks my […]

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